9/13 energy read

you could maybe begin the day in a tight spot financially or even emotionally. you just don’t have it to give it right now. you could even feel led to do things with little money not knowing you will end up flipping that purchase into more prosperity. i think you really have a lack mindset and underestimate how much the universe can and will provide for you.

you also may have been going through this alone. it probably wasn’t the healthiest thing to do? and has given you a guard idk if you cab put down with your friends now that you’ve allowed yourself to suffer alone. but i do see you telling your testimony and people understanding you more or why you behaved the way you did, although its not a justification you know.

but you’ll end the day really grateful and trusting in God. i don’t think you wanted to go through this situation of surrender but you’re glad you did. sometimes things fail to truly work for you. i feel like you feel hardheaded knowing that you were very close to allowing your ego to keep you from this breakthrough. it almost feels like a near death experience.