9/17 energy read

i feel like you’re losing your comfort zone today. you may be okay with isolation or abandoning others because its easy and today you’re being challenged to be open and allow yourself to be romanced.

you could have a lover who does NOT play about you. like they’re trying to temper their intentions as not to love bomb or overwhelm, but this person already knows they want longterm commitment and the integration of you into their life. they could want you to meet their parents, and they’ve possibly never done this or never did it with the intention that you would be their wife.

you could feel like being in this relationship is actually really good for you especially if you run from the responsibility of relationships and showing up for others. i think this energy did have your life quite complacent but i also think that its best that you are decided to invest fully in THIS relationship as opposed to some of the people you could’ve missed out on while you were in the depths of your avoidance.

i also think you can see wild success or chemistry with this person. you could feel like things that maybe would’ve been underwhelming with others is so spiritual with this person. like maybe you and your ex gossiped, but you found things getting mundane. meanwhile you and this new person could talk for hours, possibly not even wanting to part at all, so you’re talking in the shower, or on the phone not even saying anything. you could also have great sexual chemistry with this person and they’ve do a great job pleasing you or they’re very eager to please as if it was their job.