9/23 energy read

today could really be about acknowledging and celebrating your wins today. you can really be in awe of how some good choices paid off, but it definitely was not a decision that seemed or even was initially seen as smart. but years later, it's finally been recognized as the best thing for you. especially if people mocked this specific decision and associated shame with it. this could even be people ashamed to associate with you are now changing their tune.

you are definitely an innovator and did something that didn't exist before you. this may even be why something took such a long time to manifest or had so much shame around it. isn't it funny how people bully you publicly in droves, but hold shame very silently and by their selves? so many of these people wish that at the least, they hadn't stomped on your dreams. they disgraced you and it burns them that not only were they so wrong, they ruined the kind of "easy access" most people would die for. i'm actually thinking of nicki minaj and the big fendi situation. she seemed to tell it as if he really didn't have a vision for her and her finally breaking away from that led to her breakthrough. so these people could feel like wow i was her childhood friend and i missed out on a bag that so many other people around celebrities eventually come up on.

these people could be envious that your success is now larger than life, transcending your locality or even country. you took a chance on investing in yourself, always knowing your worth and eventually that coming to pass. these people used to think you were delusional and overzealous, manifesting things that would NEVER exist. now they look at you, all alone with all your blessings in rage that they disrespected you so bad they can never be apart of this now.