9/24 energy read

you could be overwhelmed by love today. i think you could possibly break a new wall with a lover today, and possibly try things sexually or in life you have never done before. you could feel guilt about the amount of success you have or how much you enjoy something if you've been told you're a bad person for indulging or enjoying things like sex, or having a surplus of money but not feeling the need to donate, for example.

today could be profound solely because you're realizing how much you've been holding yourself back from enjoying these things. you could realize maybe you're just beginning to understand how good things are or how good they can get and how often they can be this good. you no longer have to trade things off for survival, or accept bullshit with your blessings. and this could really be challenging your low self esteem because you are no longer choosing between happiness and what you need and you've never been here before. being whole is overwhelming for someone born into lack, but you're accepting fullness is your new life and it shouldn't be so overwhelming to finally be enough.