9/28 energy read

very first thing i heard was breaking a lease. i feel like something is unnaturally coming to an end? but its very easy. lets say you got an offer to move out of the country. your landlord could let you go scot free even though you have 4 months left on the lease because they know how this can change your life. never being broke again after you may have struggled to pay the rent a couple months.

you’re in this place where people feel like you finally have your shit together. its refreshing and new. you could be buying new clothes? or i get this energy of being able to afford fresh new clothes when maybe you were financially incapable for a while. you could be very humble about the size of your blessings or still in shock that everything you’ve ever wanted is just a purchase away because it hasn’t been like that. you could splurge on new perfume today as well or get yourself one you’ve been wanting. oil changes or even car improvements could also be significant.

you could feel imposter syndrome or undeserving of your blessings. these are blessings that wouldn’t have existed otherwise because what you’ve done is so unique, so you have to get out of the mindset that you even took something from someone else. you have many energies around you today asking you to forget humility. you finally got it, so you’re allowed to spend it like you got it. it could also be that you’re being frugal out of guilt when you could spoil yourself and still be more than good. you’re killing your own vibe and you didn’t suffer so long just to still make yourself small when you’ve manifested everything you ever wanted!