9/29 energy read

someone could be ready to love you HARD today lol. like you could have a crush that has never revealed themselves before finally going feral, or someone new who is so on your body. i feel like you could like this attention. you could have recognized they had a crush before they were ready to admit it (if this is a totally new person i feel like they could’ve been staring at you SO hard right before they made it known they want you. i also don't think this person waited longer than like 15 minutes before they came up to you because they were staring like they wanted to wear your face.)

i will say you’re definitely the more innocent person in this connection. i also want to say you could recognize this person on a soul level from a past life or just know the spiritual significance of being with them, while physical attraction had this person falling over themselves to be near you. you also seem like a yearner and someone who wants the emotions from resistance or the idea of this person touching you to build. you’re more observant and patient with your feelings in a kinky way lol.

you could actually maybe move faster with this person than you typically respect in others. if you have a 90 day rule maybe after two weeks you feel like you’re sweating trying to keep from humping this person LMFAOOO. like this is really big, i want them so bad right now but something is against your morals.

i do want to say that urgency in these feelings could be spirit telling you this person is for you, especially if you aren’t typically unnerved by attraction but its harder than ever to keep your hands off them. i even feel like you crave talking to this person on the phone or long response times really hurt you in a way it never did. you should be able to recognize this person like on a soul level because you simply don’t do these things. you take your time, but for them you feel more foolish in the long run delaying because of how you know them and what you’re meant to do.

i also specifically get that this person could invite you over on the first date and even if you wanted to go so bad you put it off. i promise you’ll look back later like damn i should’ve just let this person immediately have me. i think its something about your love story and how staying that first night will change everything. you will for sure say that you knew that was your person from that first day though.

i also want to say that not even to force you, but this person could inversely take this rejection or delay very personally. not even that they feel entitled to your body, but maybe they have certain morals about attraction as well. like lets say they don’t typically disclose their feelings often and especially so early. but they had such a chemistry with you that they put themselves all the way out there, possibly to the point of lowkey pleading with you to come with them because that would be a sign to them that yall would never part. you maybe don’t understand how this could be embarrassing for them as well, because you both are feeling things you are ashamed to act on so quickly even though you both clearly want to. like this person could’ve prayed that if you were for them, you would move a certain way of your own volition (its like that prayer of “God remove what isn’t for me.”) you blow them off knowing you feel the same but afraid of the stigma of moving too fast and they take it as a sign to totally disengage. this person could see this as “someone who is for me would never allow a wedge so imaginary to keep us from each other” and abandon you right back, especially if spending that night alone knowing they should’ve been loving you rocked this person to their core. like they took it so personally because of how right everything was and how lonely they were after putting themselves out there, knowing their intentions were pure, albeit lusty as well. its as if they know they should be touching you so sleeping alone is gettingggg to them and its a resentment of leaving them alone.

i’m a big believer in, never give out a piece of pussy that you gon be mad you gave if it don’t work out tomorrow - make love solely because you wanted to feel good, not to secure a relationship. if you are just that attracted to this person that its not about trapping them, its about making sure you both get to enjoy the level of passion you’ve created at its peak. at the very least, even at its most temporary you will enjoy the experience. but you will find love on the other side of this, even if it was rushed or a one night stand. some people wait years to get married and it still fails. some people shack up after the first date and are together till they die. allow yourself to have an extraordinary experience in love because there is no template for what is correct if love is real.