energy reading 1/20

happy aquarius season!

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i feel like you could be making a decision that closes out a cycle for good. this could be you underrating or not celebrating something that was a very big step in your career or financial life. i just feel like you’re treating this as very run of the mill, especially if it took you a while to be able to acquire this because it’s something that “everyone has”. but you didn’t until now. you have to be willing to celebrate or allow yourself to be celebrated. it may even be something like your first successful date after years of being completely outside of dating. i just see there being a loss from not centering yourself right now, possibly because it reinforces survival tactics you only were supposed to carry in the last season while you were actually trying to survive.

you know how sometimes you have to tell your friends the weird things your man does to see he was abusive? i feel like this is the opposite of that, where you may not realize the gravity of the positivity in your life if you don’t make it special for yourself. you could be used to having your spotlight stolen, or having the opportunity to celebrate anything taken away, or you not wanting to share good news out of fear of evil eye and sabotage. but its necessary today if you actually want to keep it going, as its clear you worry about survival. but without embracing your heart you will never get the resources you desire and abandon your feelings for. whoever made you feel small enough to this this way can no longer hurt you.

it doesn’t make you a better person or smarter to neglect yourself. infact, loving yourself leads to higher intelligence. love yourself first