pick an image: what do you need to hear about yourself right now?

pile 1: blue, black and gold acrylic paint

pile 2: blue satin

pile 3: blue stop sign

pile 4: blue crystals

pile 5: blue light over a stack of money and bejeweled hands

not everything will resonate with everyone! enjoy the entertainment and meditate on what will be at play in your life. book a personal for an in depth reading!

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1:

people could feel like you have a God given talent. but it’s like if Beyoncé chose to be an actress. you could be known for running from your destiny but making a huge comeback. people could doubt you or feel you’ve wasted your potential. people could feel like you are stuck. people see you in a web they don’t realize you created and you are not stuck at all. you are the dreamer who created their own structure.

you could be known for your passion projects. you could be an artist, a content creator, an entrepreneur, or do any kind of work where you hustle, advertise and you sell rather than clocking in. people could find what you’re doing to be unholy or like dirty, "low class", just not where people want to be even though you look so happy. people could judge you because they feel like you could fit in elsewhere. it’s like you have the athleticism and connections to be an olympic gold medalist but you’re a stripper instead. you do things for the glamour and for your personal interest only rather than what people expect of you. you have integrity but for some reason people respect that less about you. people could feel like you are too pretty or too good for what you actually do.

you are the kind people don’t understand you until you let them know you’re leaving. you could have alot of people who like gaslight you and then get left and then have all these apologies. you could routinely deal with people who like leech off you, trying to tell you you’re not shit but without you they have absolutely nothing to stand on. i’m thinking of mercedes and her mother from pvalley.

you’re the first of your kind. i’m thinking of one of a kind by big bang. it’s like in black panther, namor being the first born of his people. you are the pioneer of an iconic transition. this could be as simple as you wear an original hairstyle, you break a record as the first person to do something. you are the ancestor the lore is written around and where the story begins. you are the guide to the new world.

people look up to you. you could be from an under represented city, state or country, so alot of people use you as an example. people feel more proud of their heritage or an aspect about themselves knowing that you are a large part of positive representation and why people might recognize them. you might create a lot of buzzwords. you could be a lyricist, a writer or just have the gift of gab. you find many people wanting to be like you. people could specifically copy your sex appeal. i feel like this is something on tiktok like a “trend”. like how clean girl is an aesthetic. you might start a trend or be a pioneer of trends or popular videos/phrases/clothing items/looks often. people can easily recognize and understand your brand.

you are the kind of person meant to be abundant from your independent lifestyle. you either are not or will not be struggling with housing fees, with your credit, with getting approved for what you apply for, with being able to fully afford to live on your own or go to anyplace in the world with “no job”, just art creation/your own business/whatever occupation you are doing/aspire to. like your passions create the kind of overflow even convention cannot guarantee and for most does not guarantee even though those are the people criticizing you. you could have alot of people who hate you because you stuck to non-convention rather than just numbing yourself completely like they did to do what they “had to”. people settled and now your ability to be in a state of perceived fun despite not sacrificing is actually painful because it’s not fair to them. they were raised thinking your way was a lack mindset but who is unhappy at the moment? specifically i’m thinking of not going to college or doing what other people find serious or valid rites of passage. it actually grants you everything you hoped it would. it’s really anger because not doing what they would’ve done in your position pays off. they wanted to be right but also make sure you wouldn’t actually do better than them. you could have many people around you who are so jealous of your potential actually becoming realized and can seek to destroy you when they feel like you have too much peace *just* to make sure nothing actually gets done for you. like people are hoping your hobbies never take off especially not before they can try to dampen your life or take energy away from you to complete your goals. you could have more opposition than most who really fear how big you are in comparison to them and their tiny life. these people could have a specific fear of watching you on the big screen or you having a permanently good run or career and them being wrong after everything they’ve said. just hold on for your manifestations because they are coming but my gosh the opposition that we must work around.

2:

i get a very anti feminine energy here. but it’s almost like a stem energy. very you don’t need to be lady like or even girly to be beautiful even though you are. or you’re not traditionally feminine. there’s an emphasis on you not being the standard or having the look people attribute to “girls” or whatever gender you are but still being very beautiful. specifically i’m getting being a very dark/the darkest person in a room full of people lighter than you, being the thick girl in a room of thin people. very much wherever you are you are not the standard but you are very much the mainstream regardless.

you might have faced alot of racism or a certain phobia. like you have haters that have a reason to hate something about you even if they don’t actually hate you. like size, shade or race. you could have alot of people who bullied or disrespected you being the same ones who are attracted to you now or giving you opportunities out of sympathy. this is significant for people in different margins, like rich vs. poor, interracial couples, openly queer vs closeted. for some these people could be super attracted to you. i’m getting like a junpyo and jandi dynamic from boys over flowers. like huge displays of love or offers given to you from the same people who have hurt you.

you could be a very great partner, assistant, employee. someone in a position of status who should not want you would let you abuse power over them or cross a boundary with you. you could pioneer many industries via your lovers or people in power really wanting a personal relationship with you. you could be type to go for bosses, people in positions of power seek you out, or your bosses just happen to be attracted to you often. you make people have a new type. there’s an emphasis on being in a place where you are not the standard but people bending to your own will so much that what you say goes and you just happen to have these amazing, world changing ideas. you could be known as a matriarch or find that people give you this position often even if you wouldn’t have labeled yourself that. people find you a feminine they can rely on even if they are MUCH older than you. like grandparents looking to you for advice and help and namely direction. this could be due to the people you date having so much power that you become a first lady without even asking or wanting. you fulfill this need inherently through your actions. so many people know they can turn to you. you may not even be power hungry, you just have original thought and drive on top of looks so powerful people are so drawn to you and their supporters with them. you inherit wealth and status via your partners but you create your own legacy 100%.

women’s rights are really significant here. just women having a more prominent voice in media, film, even news casting. specifically occupations that deal with cameras and being recorded.

you could be known as a girl’s girl. your daughters or young women idealize you. especially your takes on sexuality. you’re responsible but also real. people find you magical, ethereal, irreplaceable and hard to successfully copy. you are truly a star. you could be the underdog who got everything they said you wouldn’t. everyone of your enemies has to kiss your ass no matter how right about you they may have seemed. people know you to get your lick back. people could find you vengeful or like karma is always on your side. venusian. you can wait forever.

3:

people could feel like you are unrealistically beautiful. like it kind of hurts peoples feelings because it’s almost like what DIDNT i do God lmfao. you could be known for having a pretty face but a sexier body. it’s just a realllllyyyy nice body that catches attention, you just happen to be beautiful. people are highly physically attracted to you. you could find that many above average looking partners really want you. you could have very popular/famous or just very standout partners. like people who are really tall, they work out alot or have nice bodies. people could feel like you surround yourself with beauty and make everything else more beautiful.

you could be a regina george type or be popular amongst men specifically no matter your gender. alot of men talk about you in group settings. you are an above average looking person to everyone even if they personally don’t get it. you could have alot of men who want to provide for you or want to “save you”. you could be known as a player, you stay with a fine man, you know how make a man want you, you’re a flirt. people see you as having all the romantic power based on your sex appeal and your beauty. pink and red are significant. you could or should wear those often, people could like them on you. people see you as a girl who gets the boys going. very megan fox.

people could feel like you are a great catch. this feels multigenerational for some reason. your partners parents or family could find themselves attracted to you. you can often bring feelings out of people you’d rather not go there with. older men could really like you.

your sexuality may often come into question. you could have alot of people who want sexual experiences with you or you’re like a dreamgirl for many. nowadays the instagram model thing is so common but it gives like if people have a favorite video vixen you are often the vixen. you’re the girl on the posters on their walls. you’re the one people are telling their friends they’re trying to get at or people see you this way.

you could be someone who is notoriously single despite having great catches or really physically attractive suitors. you could be known for your exclusivity and focus on character rather than status. you could meet alot of people who try to make themselves look more interesting to get close to you. your partners could be known as particularly smart, capable, clever or witty people. you could have a partner whose aesthetic is very different or like punk rock compared to yours or vice versa. you could be the type who never dates people who look like you or who people would predict. you might have a preppy clean girl style about yourself and be 5’2 and your boyfriend is this 6’5 man covered in tattoos with a purple mohawk. your partners are unconventional for your own aesthetic and vice versa.

you could be known as a muse. people may take many amazing photos of your or draw many cute pictures in your likeness. for some reason i’m getting you have dolls made in your likeness or like you see yourself venerated often in art, memes, clothing. you have merch or could benefit from merch of your face/body. someone could have a cool idea for plushies specifically.

you could be known as very intellectual and higher minded. people may think you’d lean into being shallow bc you do have such an amazing lot in life. people could say you have pretty privilege and get whatever you want because beauty literally chases you down. people could often think you are embellishing your beauty, like you’re doing magic or something demonic to keep looking that youthful blah blah blah. people could think you’re forever young or believe you will always look that way.

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people could feel like you are amazing at hiding secrets or doing like the things we must but most are too afraid to. jobs considered necessary but like dark, dirty or disturbing. this could be anywhere from a mortician to a medium or a trash man. this reminds me of bbymutha and her referral to herself as a roach. it embodies how people might find them “undesirable” but they can survive anything. you may have been made to feel undesirable often but your resilience and your creativity stand out irregardless.

i’m not just thinking artistic creativity. i’m thinking of like a riri williams type from black panther. like you are a genius in like creating with your hands, like cars or editing. you could do behind the scenes work like being a producer or like a personal assistant or something that does not entail glamour even though you create something that has a glamorous effect or is super impactful. when people say “thank you to my team and those who i forgot to mention” you are one of those people. you could also just have a loner vibe or be someone who is routinely forgotten, picked last, not the social butterfly or main character at all.

you could be someone who is popular for being undesirable. like you could be someone’s less attractive partner no shade. you could be someone who is known for having nice things despite what your occupation may seem like you can afford or is virtous to buy. it's like people judging you for buying a carseat with stripping money. but what's the difference if it's paid.

you could have a strong faith or divinity. you could have like a praying grandmother, an item belonging to the dead, some inherent spiritual background. you could even be named after a deceased person or an item significant or belonging to them. like something that directly connects you to the dead and higher mind and paranormal thinking. your loved ones could still be close with you. your name could have a meaning related to God, heaven, higher thinking or you are referred to this way for a specific reason.

you could be about to inherit alot of money from someone’s death. someone you’re named after or you're close to could pass and you inherit a lot spiritually or they're about to do you a huge favor. there’s an emphasis on a huge legacy being placed on your life that wasnt there before. it’s like a mia thermopolis actually. you could have an opportunity approaching so suddenly to you because of a death or relation, or a windfall based on something that is owed to you or that is seeking you out. big scouting energy, almost being hunted. being a target, being chosen. the chosen one. it’s something about an omen that has been hanging over you your whole life coming to pass, like daenerys with her dragons and knowing she had access to them because of her name. like a life was chosen for you that’s about to make you stand out and contradict the way you live your life currently and so suddenly.

you might not even be physically unattractive or did anything truly disturbing, you could just be regarded that way by the people around you. you might read this at a very overwhelming time in your life or when you feel the most oppressed or most judged and thats why this energy of feeling undesirable is coming through. you could also be at your most unconventional look right now (the pandemic did a number on us all!) and that’s why this energy is reading this way. rather than you actually being ugly, it’s just the farthest from ideal that YOU have ever been. this is an affirmation that the things that bind you or make you feel less than are not going to end you at all. it gives revival at the very last moment. weapons formed against you don’t prosper but it’s a lie to say it don’t come damn close. but when the world opens up for you it opens ALL OF THE WAY.

it kind of gives we needed you to be a mia thermopolis because we wanted to show them how beautiful she gets from how busted she was. we had to wrap you up as a mummy so we can show them how cool it is to unwrap it and how sacred the process is. we had to go through the ugly stage so we could get to the good stuff. like growing locs. i’m thinking of a killmonger. it takes time to look that good. it’s not a rite of passage it’s obligation for what i seek and it’s time to enjoy completing that.

5:

people could feel like you are so funny or entertaining. mc like. like you have a gift of moving people with your words. people could call you toxic or you just know what to say to please or annoy your partners for example. you could be considered exotic for where you are from. you could be “amazonian.” i’m getting you have a masculine edge about your look, like very tall, more muscular, even very broad shoulders but your femininity still dominates. you have a very domineering energy and people can tell you have a tendency to fight or you look like you might get physical. people can feel like you always say the right things. you’re very sexy. you have a punk rock thing about you. people like that you lowkey seem like you can beat their ass men or women even though no one wants to fight. you just seem like you’d deck almost anyone in the face. people could find you very sexy. like very skilled. people feel like your mystery is a cover for how naughty you are underneath. because you hide so much you must have this AMAZINGLY rich inner life especially intimacy with you must be amazing. it must be amazing to experience you. you’d actually be surprised just how many people you have innocent conversations with have the most wild thoughts about you and what you could probably do.

people feel like being extravagant is the daily for you. maybe that you’ve been limited from being extravagant lately. they miss and notice the huge hole when you are gone. interaction and subsequent loss of you are no small feats. like you have a huge energy, not just in size, but in quality. your fine details actually mesmerize people. they look to make eye contact with you just to look away when you do because it’s that anxiety inducing to actually have your attention.

you definitely make people feel like they specifically chose too soon. people who got in relationships of any sort for convenience really feel so binded! and they look at you and go wow this is how big and bold freedom is. people can be in awe of you because they realize just how far gone choosing small and choosing mediocrity has got them. people who pined to make their lives more submissive by fitting in look at you and realize it wasn’t worth shit. you can find people get lost in you because there is awe and daydreaming but personal reflection is deep and often painful. too painful.

people could feel like they have a hard time not barking at you. like being very obviously flirtatious with you. people don’t just thirst they’re like obsessed. you have territorial types all around you. men may lowkey fight over you like who gets you first especially.

people really want to get to know you and how you work. like what you like, what makes you feel safe, what makes you explorative and open, what excites you and stimulates you. also especially if you have a particularly high confidence or are above average looking i just want to say it’s foolish to think people don’t look at you in a sexual way. people even take your innocence as a part of your allure.